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Friday, January 29, 2010 @ 11:21 PM
hellohello :D
finally going to update. these few days in school was okay, but HMT classes were better :D haha ^^
sitting behind a tall guy which blocks my view really is... xD but i'm short though, can't do anything :X
and i'm looking forward to the class seating arrangement to change :D
haha, these two days, really super emo lo, hais.. really have got to control, and try to forget about it.. ): sighsighsigh!
ending here le ba, till then (:
waiting for your reply is as good as waiting for the cows to come home, like eternity.. it really sucks. i can't seem to control my emotions. it wasn't like that before, i used to think that i was strong and wouldn't break down so easily. but it seems now that i'm wrong. i tried hard to not be so sensitive, tried hard to control myself, but it doesn't seem to work ): these few days i'm finding that i'm forcing myself to say things that i don't like, things that i didn't know would come out from me, even forcing you to do things that i didn't want you to do, but.. i just did. i really hate this feeling.. i really need to control myself, not to let it show.. but, i just can't ):
